I am aching inside to know another year went by and no Mardi for me. I got spoiled going there for 8 years, driving myself, flying or any way I could get there. My last year being 2007, probably was the turning point.
I met some of the coolest folks from Knoxville, TN, and my old town-- Wilmington, NC, and I decided to have fun. I never had more fun ever than with them that year. But it enlightened me about a place I was reading at for so long. After the hurricanes had hit, people have been really desperate for making a life again. I felt like family there. I felt the pain when I came back to a Mardi after the hurricanes, and I felt like everyone did not want anyone else coming and doing business there unless it was them. Only for the locals. That's ok, I understand, truthfully. I never go there for the fame and fortune. I love doing what I do there, helping others with my readings. I really helped so many. Other readers come for the money no matter, and no one gets in their way. That's ok. I miss working there as a reader, the spirits liked me too and worked so well with me. I guess what I am saying is, a run in with another reader who has a different adjenda than you can take things out of reality. I never have had a problem ever with other readers... only one, and I do my best to be on guard and be open, but this one person had serious drug issues, and something was not adding up. It is hard to explain that to a good friend you work with for so long especially when they live there and deal with the people everyday. Enlightenment is good, that helped me realize how far you go with this place. I will always have an attachment to the place where I worked, I believe that. And I will always go there, maybe not for the same things as before... One time I think, I will try to move there and live for a year or two, and take so much in till I have to come back. I pray hard for all the people there, and I miss them all so much. Like I miss so many people I make friends with everywhere I go. Other places I miss are like, in Texas, Cabo, Cancun, New York, North Carolina, just to name a few.
So heres to a new moon on Mardi, for the new outlook on life. We have reflecting and revamping ahead- huge! But life throws the cards down on us for a mere hint... now we work for the reality! Happy Mardi!
